I am an obese, wobbly, gelatinous state of a human being.

This has to stop. I can't live my whole life starving and binging, being up and down in both my mood and my weight. I have to take control once and for all, and completely cut out all the crap. I know I have the willpower to starve and be skinny - I just need to stick to it!

I am training for a marathon in London this Sunday, so until then I have to eat moderately. Porridge and bananas, but after that NOTHING. Coffee, water, diet coke. If I must eat, Soup. Liquids only. I'm quite looking forward to it actually. Running a marathon - what a kick start, what an initiative to start starving again afterwards!!!