..Quote of the week?

"I mean, I know lots of people who DO coke, but no one who actually drinks it".

Paha. It's funny cos it's true. Anyway, that's from the wonderful A-rexi-saurus and her blog. well worth checking out - http://arexisaurus.blogspot.com


By the way, I'm not a coke head. Not full time anyway. I just dabble now and again...But love to all the junkies out there.

That nervous breakdown must be nearer than i thought,

I quit my job and bought a shit load of cocaine

I welcome you nervous breakdown, with open arms!!

Maybe then people will get the fuck off my back.

I am surviving on 500 calories a day...usually less.

Does it make me odd that the idea of having a nervous breakdown is inviting?

I am an obese, wobbly, gelatinous state of a human being.

This has to stop. I can't live my whole life starving and binging, being up and down in both my mood and my weight. I have to take control once and for all, and completely cut out all the crap. I know I have the willpower to starve and be skinny - I just need to stick to it!

I am training for a marathon in London this Sunday, so until then I have to eat moderately. Porridge and bananas, but after that NOTHING. Coffee, water, diet coke. If I must eat, Soup. Liquids only. I'm quite looking forward to it actually. Running a marathon - what a kick start, what an initiative to start starving again afterwards!!!

I am the walrus.

I am going for some spiritual healing for the first time next Wednesday, something I have always been intrigued with. I hope it helps. Maybe I'll finally feel a little more balanced within myself?

I have high hoped that this could be some sort of enlightenment for me, something that will open a few doors and help to show me the way. I hope I don't get let down..

Who the fuck buys full fat milk?? Is this some kind of sick joke at my expense?